The last few days have been difficult for me. I'm waiting for some tests to come back from my trip to the doctor Tuesday afternoon. I've been feeling some awful strong emotions and crying at the drop of a hat. I've always been a crier, but this is different. It comes in waves. Or whenever I think of my kids. Or whenever someone talks to me, is nice to me, is mean to me, or looks at me the wrong way.
Sounds hormonal to me.
On a different note, I've often wondered what it feels like to know that you are called to work for the Lord. Of course, I feel like we're all called to do the work of the Lord in some capacity, but I'm talking about seriously dedicating your life to that purpose - like starting a ministry. What does that feel like? Does everything in your life just glow with divine radiance once you come to that revelation? Or do things get more difficult and require more from you - more spiritually, emotionally, and physically - before you actually get to the point of living out that calling?